Just Update: 5/12 2011, 04.45

I woke up this morning without using alarm. I won about 3 minutes earlier. Before that I just had a dream, a not good one. My brother told me that some things and problems that we couldn't finish or solve in real word, sometimes suppressed to a world between conscious and subconscious. My dream proved it. Some problems I can't solve showed. And it seemed so real.. darn -_-

But anyway, why can't I just finish it is because that I haven't got the solution, the solve. Yepp, I really wanted to discuss it but I guess it just my ego that controls me. So, I delayed it and decided to just keep it by myself. It's not healthy, I know. But yeesss, one day when I already get the solution, I would tell you. I love you anyway. Still :)